Wednesday, March 29, 2006
9:53 PM
today has by far been t he
W0RST week of my life -_- . and i just had to say
"my life couldn't get any worse than this..." and it did ><
Oo . today Naomi unni had this festival thingy at her school. my mom was gonna take me but i decided not to go since we might get back home late and i have a quiz tomorrow >< . oh wells. there'll be other festivals in the future that i can go it ^^. oo that reminds me ... i still need to start on my constume for the Sakura Festival XP. grrr. i'm running out of time. hopefully i'll get started on it over spring break.
weeeeeeee. i have a billion stories in my head that i right down but my head skips to the middle of the story instead of creating a synoposis, character's personality, and all that
crap . eh. guess i'd better get started. >.< .
gosh my life is becoming a living
hell . i wish at least
0NE REALLY G00D THiNG would happen to me. like meeting my dream oniisan :'] . and becoming friends with him .. without getting some "effin' annoying piece of effin' crap issues" in the way... now tHAt would make my day :] . heck, i'd probably be happy for quite a while .. then i'll go back to being depressing, gloomy me again.
:sigh: everythings been ticking me off lately >< .. my anger and stress meter are at it's peak right now and the slightest thing you say to me might make my head explode >< .. now doesn't that sound pleasant ? :].
well better get to sleep now. hopefully my "cranky" stage will disappear in the morning. byebyes ~~!
Friday, March 24, 2006
11:30 PM
today was more chaotic than i thought it would be oO . my stomach felt as if someone was using it as a punching bag >< .
weee . i went to
band practice today at church. it was a L0T shorter than usual XP . then after, me and Esther were criticizing on the different pizzas we were eating for dinner. xDD. and Naomi unni was just taking pictures of herself as usual. xDD. woo . then after, me and Esther played
ping pong . :] . i kept on loosing every game until i drank pepsi. xDD. lala. then i got high and lazy. :D . :sniff: i was supposed to have a sleep over with esther [ well i wanted to] . but my mom said next time >< . maybe i could bring my ps2, tekken, and ddr
:yawn: getting pretty tired now XP . tomorrow i have to go to my grandma's house for her birthday. O.O :sniff: i want that bag that Naomi unni has D: . i want to carry that to school instead of a backpack. xD. i seriously need to put my shoulders back. and me backpack is giving my a back ache >< [oh dear ... i'm turning into a granny OO]
ACCKK . still need to start on my cosplay outfit for the Sakura Festival in JTown. XP. i procrastinate wayy to much :X
:gasp: my mom just started bringing up all these things about college and boyfriends and husbands and ahh .. oO XP. i'm not ready for those kinds of things yet. xDD. i'm too young. though i'd like a Korean boyfriend when i'm in college in america. if i meet one in Korea, i don't think it'll work out very well since america and korea are two completely different cultures. xD. the mojo won't happen. [HAHA i SAiD M0J0 ! xDD ] oh noooooooooooooo. D: . i'm already thinking about the future D: . WAHHH. WHAT AM I DOiNG !? :bangs head on the wall: :takes deep breathes: now ... let's go back to childhood. :]. the time of your life when you wonder why pee is yellow, and how you go ewww when you see the opposite sex. xDD. :sniff: i don't want to get old >< .. well i want to be 16 .. or maybe 17 or 18 :] . but 2o is too old D: . i just want to be old enough to have a job, go out with friends without worry about my parents bothering me, and stuff like that :] . AHH. i'M THiNKiNg 0F THE FUTURE AGAiN D: ! well time to go brain dead in front of the computer instead of posting in my blog. L0L. well byess ~~
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
9:39 PM
0ur school's Sakura Festival is coming up and i still haven't started on my cosplay outfit >< . oh well. maybe i could just wear it for the one that's at JTown.
Gosh ... everything went wrong today >< . it was all blah .. XP .. and i was on a HUGE stress meter XP. anything and everything just pissed me off XP. [ now that i think of it, it's starting to be like that every day now >.> . 내 ________ 너무 시러해 ... -.-, okay. i'm done. xD.
ESTHER AND HANNAH ARE C0MiNg t0 0UR SCH00L'S SAKURA FESt. ! :] . weeeee. ^______^ .
i'm finally starting to work on Vivian's manga. but i'm just gonna do it for fun. so i'll burn and pretend like it never exsisted after i'm done with it. xDD.
only 3 more days until the Sakura Fest. ! :] . for some reason, i have a bad feeling about that day >< ... i hope i'im wrong XP. usually my predictions come true when i don't really mean it oO ... in a way that's funny but scary. xDD.
-sniff- i wish i could make a game just like Angelic Layer . :'[ . N0T a video game but a real life rpg like the one in Angelic Layer . but that'll probably take me until i'm dead to actually be able to make one like that. xD.
weeee. after watching Full Moon wo Sagashite again, i feel like singing Karaoke. xDD. weeee. but they don't have the songs that i want >< .weee. well gotta go to sleep now XP. byes ~~
Saturday, March 04, 2006
12:16 PM
ahhh. my teeth are in pain D: . [sniff] that dentist is pure evil >< . i had to get my teeth molded into some sort of icky clay thingy ... [ me : it was PiNK ! XP ] and see pressed it into my mouth too hard that i almost choked on it D: .... curse going to the dentist >< . but but it still have black braces now :]. so it can math my yukata. xD.
oo i went fabric hunting today with my mom. and i found all these fabrics that can be used to make a yukata or a chinese dress :D . i found a purrtii black and pink * cough it'sreallylightpurple cough * fabric :D . wooo. now all i need is the fabric for the obi ><
[sigh] so bored today >< . have nothing to do except watch Bleach epies on YouTube, play online korean tetris (purtyy characters :].), or ms ><. but it's all sooo boring D: . weee. i'm making a hair ornament out of paper. xDD. isn't that soo cool ? :33 .
0NLY Tw0 m0RE wEEKs UNtiL tHE sAKURA FESt. At mY sCH00L ! aND 0NLY sEVEN m0RE wEEKs UNtiL tHE sAKURA FEst. At Jt0wN ! :].
YiPEE ! i'M S00 EXCiTED :] .
[sigh] i'm really getting rusty on DDR O.O . [sniff] i haven't played for soo long >< .. well gotta practice DDR and make my paper hair ornament. XD . sayonara !
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
5:42 PM
*sigh* tomorrow's the day that i have to get in all my flyers for the Sakura Fest. at my school ><. i only have 2 done out of 5 that i want to do >< .. *sigh* better get started XP .
wahhhhhh. getting loaded on soo much hw these days XP. so many essays due O.O . well the good thing is, i finally started on making my yukata ^^. me and my mom finally finished the measurements and now all we need is the fabric to get started. i think i'm going this saturday right after my dentist appointment :] . yay ! lol
according to my calendar, Kingdom Hearts 2 is coming out soon ! :D . can't wait ^^. though i still need to finish playing the 1st one first >< .
ACKKK THAT DUDE IS DRIVING ME NUTSSS XP.
now that i got that out of my system...
weeee. only a couple more weeks until the jtown anime fest. :D. i can't wait ^^ . well sayonara ! gotta go finish my hw XP. byebyes.